“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”

        

                                 - Mother Teresa

   Mother Teresa was a very smart woman. Every word of this quote is true. In the end, it doesn't matter.I know that God won't give me anything I can't handle. You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough. What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you want to make.

One life; One Chance..

- Life has no smooth road for any of us.  We all make mistakes, hurt and disappoint people, get hurt and get disappointed. Dont get caught up in the past, learn from it. Allow yourself to grow, to smile and to be happy. Always remember, One life, One chance! <3

- Things are really starting to look up for me. I have just accepted that God  is the ONLY one that is going to help me through the rough times. It is in our darkest moments that we must focus on the light of the lord! I have learned to count my blessings. Once you realize how valuable you are, and how much you have going for you, the smiles will return, and the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally be able to move forward with the life that God intended for you to have with grace, strength, courage, and confidence.There is a divine purpose behind everything, and therefore a divine presence in everything. <3

Wow. . .

- A lot has changed since my last post. Some things for the good, others not so much. I have not told much about me and my situation. I've been through a lot of rough times since my last post. Exactly 6 months and 9 days ago, my mom passed away. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to go through in my young life. I don't think that  I really have even processed it. I just try to keep my mind busy, and not think about it. I have one thing that is stoping me from doing that. I feel responsible for my mom's death. I was the only one that ever took care of her; helped her. And it doesn't help that other people blame you for it either. Problems were happening at my home, and after I left what happens? She starts getting worse. And I had no way of helping her anymore. Days went on, and she continued to get worse. And on March 23, 2012, 3:34a.m, I recieved the worst phone call of my life. One that I would never get out of my head. It was my dad, telling me that my mom was in the hospital, and they didn't think that she was going to make it through the day. By the time I got up to the hospital, my mom had hemoraged out the nose from a medical error. I don't remember much after that... As you see, I am a bad person. i should have been there for my mom more. I sould have been at the hospital with her when she took her last breath. But I wasn't. Hopefully my mom will forgive me for what I didn't do for her. Just remember, always tell your mother that you love her everyday. You never know when it will be the last time you talk to her. . .