“Life is meaningless only if we allow it to be. Each of us has the power to give life meaning, to make our time and our bodies and our words into instruments of love and hope.”

                                                          - Tom Head

My days here are numbered here. I don't know what to think about getting to finally get out of here, be free. Be with my family! I am totally excited, yet really nervous. Hope things work out for the best for me and my family. <3

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Keep your head up!

 Worry less. Smile more. Accept criticism. Take responsibility. Be quiet and listen. Love life. Embrace change. Feel good anyway.

 Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too.

  Life is all about taking risks. And with risks comes the possibility of failure. Staying strong in situations of adversity is what differentiates a winner from a loser. Winners don’t do different things, they do things differently.

Be happy!

You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough!

Stay True To Yourself

No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.



Have been thinking a lot about my mommy lately. I miss her like crazy! Rest In peace Mommy.You are forever in my heart and mind <3

“People are often unreasonable and self-centered. Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind, people may accuse you of ulterior motives. Be kind anyway. If you are honest, people may cheat you. Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness, people may be jealous. Be happy anyway.The good you do today may be forgotten tomorrow. Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have and it may never be enough. Give your best anyway. For you see, in the end, it is between you and God. It was never between you and them anyway.”

        

                                 - Mother Teresa

   Mother Teresa was a very smart woman. Every word of this quote is true. In the end, it doesn't matter.I know that God won't give me anything I can't handle. You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough. What you do makes a difference, and you have to decide what kind of difference you want to make.

One life; One Chance..

- Life has no smooth road for any of us.  We all make mistakes, hurt and disappoint people, get hurt and get disappointed. Dont get caught up in the past, learn from it. Allow yourself to grow, to smile and to be happy. Always remember, One life, One chance! <3

- Things are really starting to look up for me. I have just accepted that God  is the ONLY one that is going to help me through the rough times. It is in our darkest moments that we must focus on the light of the lord! I have learned to count my blessings. Once you realize how valuable you are, and how much you have going for you, the smiles will return, and the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally be able to move forward with the life that God intended for you to have with grace, strength, courage, and confidence.There is a divine purpose behind everything, and therefore a divine presence in everything. <3

Wow. . .

- A lot has changed since my last post. Some things for the good, others not so much. I have not told much about me and my situation. I've been through a lot of rough times since my last post. Exactly 6 months and 9 days ago, my mom passed away. It was the hardest thing I have ever had to go through in my young life. I don't think that  I really have even processed it. I just try to keep my mind busy, and not think about it. I have one thing that is stoping me from doing that. I feel responsible for my mom's death. I was the only one that ever took care of her; helped her. And it doesn't help that other people blame you for it either. Problems were happening at my home, and after I left what happens? She starts getting worse. And I had no way of helping her anymore. Days went on, and she continued to get worse. And on March 23, 2012, 3:34a.m, I recieved the worst phone call of my life. One that I would never get out of my head. It was my dad, telling me that my mom was in the hospital, and they didn't think that she was going to make it through the day. By the time I got up to the hospital, my mom had hemoraged out the nose from a medical error. I don't remember much after that... As you see, I am a bad person. i should have been there for my mom more. I sould have been at the hospital with her when she took her last breath. But I wasn't. Hopefully my mom will forgive me for what I didn't do for her. Just remember, always tell your mother that you love her everyday. You never know when it will be the last time you talk to her. . .

Life

Being this is my first post to my blog, I thought I would tell you just a little bit about myself. I absolutely love to write! That is my number one thing to do. I can really express who I am and how I am feeling when I write. I love Jesus with 100% of my heart! He is my everything!  Trust is a huge issue for me.  I cannot trust too many people, as you will soon learn why in the next few posts.  My life is slowly, but surely changing. I have had a lot of struggles. A lot of up and downs. But I am getting through them with the help Jesus and my mommy ;) !  I have no clue where I would be without them in my life!  This is not going to be sugar coated. I am just going to tell you how it really went. No holding back. This is my life story..